- Friends .... I didn't realize how many friends I actually have until I hit a brick wall. One particular friend told me that sometimes you have to rely on your friends until everyone else comes around. So true. My friends have been AWESOME. Thank you God!
- Alex .... without his little quirks I would be lost. At night, every night, he gets insanely hyper. Its like crazy baby on the loose. He runs through my house and spins and screams and chasing the dogs with his tonka truck, he is a total riot. The best part is, since this is at the end of my day, its when I need the most stress relief.
- Laughter .... what more can I say to this? To sit back and have a good laugh is the best
- Alochol in moderation .... last night a good friend of mine who happens to be my co-worker and I say down had some drinks and TONS of laughter. It was definitely what I needed.
- God .... I know he works in mysterious ways and I still don't know which way he is working now but I am ready for it and willing to accept and face his challenges to me head on.
As for things I haven't done before:
- I mowed my lawn with a push gas mower for the first time in my life; I am proud of myself
- Relied on new friends and earned great friends
- Accepted it is what it is. I am guilty of always trying to change things so that they go my way; now I am learning the boundaries of some things I can't change and I have to accept them. Its a hard pill to swallow but its worth it. I don't think I have accepted this much in a long time.......