Its been one of those weeks I think. Where nothing goes how I want it and all I want to do is pout. Pouting, however, isn't helping. Then, I look at other people's lives and in all reality there is nothing for me to pout about compareatively. Friday morning I woke up with one of those "don't even look at me" attitudes where I wanted to do nothing, wanted to hear about nothing, and quite frankly cared about nothing. That is not a good thing for me, as many of you know. I decided I wanted to do nothing but cry too. Very unproductive. I still don't know what is wrong with me as I am on day three of my foul attitude. I think I need some serious church time as shopping and insane amounts of food didn't help.
Lance took Alex on his first camping trip Friday night. It is Lance's best friend's birthday weekend and all his friends seem to have birthday weekends not DAYS. I'm just saying. They went out to Navajo and had a blast while I stayed home with the dogs and worked. I am glad they had a great time, really. They even stayed an extra night and should be coming home today. As you can see above, he is clearly not missing his Mommy but I sure miss him. I am SOO lost without my boys I don't even know what to do with myself.
I felt somewhat productive last night. I have been looking for a dress to wear to Lance's dad's wedding for about two weeks now. His wedding is August 8. Now keep in mind, I wasn't procrastinating as I am known to do. I thought I was going to be away at training for work and was beyound bummed. I love Lance's family; most importantly his Grandma and I am counting the days until she gets here. I will never forget her face and genuine love she had for me from the first time I met her. It warms my heart and puts tears in my eyes still when I think back to Thanksgiving last year. That was probably one of the best trips of my life.
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