So I keep promising myself I am going to start explaining myself better; to find an output somewhere somehow. This will be by no means anything intersting. Currently I am on the track to constistly betting my realtionship with God. Its easier said then done with countless difficulties and barriers laying in front of me. Each day I wake up and look to God for my strength to get through my day. I ask for patience, strength, and happiness. Somedays, as you would expect, are better than others.
I have a 19 month old little boy who makes the day AWESOME. Everyday something else is new to him and through being a mom I am discovering myself. I am in a serious relationship with his dad, but to my agony (at times) we are not married. He says hes not ready, I guess I will take it for whats its worth and enjoy being with him and in love. We are all but married, just not the actual MARRIAGE....It is what it is.
Yippee! I can leave comments! Sweet Lady, you are more amazing than you give yourself credit for. You have raised a beautiful baby boy who is a sweet, joy-filled gift from the Lord. I have absolutely no doubt that as you seek to find God - He will find you. Just keep seeking. Know that I am there!
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